Don’t ever do that again.
The way you fucking said my old name
I’m still in shock
You said it about three or four times
So that’s three or four knives
Impaled in my stomach
You don’t have to remind me that I still look the same
Or that I can’t carry a child Inside of my belly
I’m already in my own identity crisis
So why’d you have to do me like this?
Man, I thought I could rely on you,
None of my other teachers deadnamed me like you did
Everyone else respects me, even my friends know not to do what you did
My own fucking group teacher respected the change,
And that meant the world to me before he died
Just because I listen to some music obsessively
doesn’t give you the right to diss me
That was cold, don’t ever do that again without apologising to me excessively
You wanna know how I feel?
I bet you don’t but I’ll tell you anyway
It reminds me of those people that don’t know
Who I haven’t told yet because they won’t understand or shoot me down
I can’t wait to get out,
Don’t matter if it’s heaven or hell
I’m just hoping I end up shot or stabbed
So i don’t have to put up with your bullshit
I spent a period with my head on the desk
Thinking how I could get the rest of this song out onto this paper
Waiting and waiting until my face went numb
I didn’t accept your apology I hope you know that
I’m glad I don’t have to see you tomorrow
Because otherwise I don’t know what else I’d do
There ain’t many people like me so learn to respect us
I don’t wanna hear excuses just erase that damn name from your head
Because I can’t put with the shit every time I walk into your class
Try to understand I’m not asking much
Just a word or apology would be enough
Thank you for your time.
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